too much brain power

you know... its a sad thing that i have to think of a post. i shouldnt have to think that hard to figure out a post. its rediculousness. seriously.

i shouldnt have to think this hard=/
i shouldnt.
nope, i shouldnt.

a day in the life of the inevitable...

well today- was my first day of ballet for six years! before then, i took it for three years. and i know that some of you may be laughing at my doing ballet... but i do enjoy it. plus, im not allowed to do soccer anymore. because my mom didnt like me being pumled by the guys. shes worried that id get seriously hurt. it is possible. s i also need more units or credits (whatever you like best) in p.e. so ballet counts for p.e. and like i said, i do like ballet. laugh all you want. oh! and im already gonna be in a preformance. so yeah we're talking like ballet four times a week.

i havent done much besides school. and youth group tonight... and piano lessons tomorrow. (although i do still have a physics test thats, sadly, calling my name.) alas- i must depart. sorry for talking about nothing but ballet. and if i was borring. there just hasnt been a whole lot going on=/

and just to let you know i think the word "alas" is a pretty cool word. i think that its probably one of my favorite words. i have quite a few favorite words, and that is definatly one of them. yeah... i think i need to be done now.

my week slightly magnified...

well, it seems as though i dont have much to say. as im sure youve noticed, by my lack of posting. ive been thinking for a while (when ever i get the time to think) about a good post. ive contemplated posting a poem, part of my stories, making up an adventure,or posting a dream. and none of them were very appealing to me.

so here it is... it may be borring, but- here it is anyways. (i promise i wont talk about school... cept for mentioning it here... school is not that exciting.)

so, we had company this last monday-wednesday. good friends of ours from life up in ol' sac. the pooches. it was pretty fun... i mean it was nice to see them. cuz we really didnt do much; just stayed home. well- not entirely true. mrs. pooch took all the little girls(there were three of them) to the beach with a hot thermus of tea. the boys didnt go. and neither did my mom and i. she and i had to stay home, on account of the fact that, i had to work at the the home-less shelter. and wouldnt be back in time.

and hey, ive been in search of some good books. i would really like to start reading a book. but- have been unable to find one that i was truely intrested in. which is an amazing feat... concidering there are millions of books in the world. so- if any of you have a good book... comment me the name! please...

annndd i would like to take this time to say, i love the new pride & prejudice...

hm... something more... i dont feel like im done yet. i went to youth group for the first time since last august. yeah that was fun. there were quite a few new faces.. and wednesday, i went to home groups with kev... that was fun... it was good to see him=) we played this pretty awesome game... next time i do anything, get-together- wise, we should do that game.

and i dont know who is gonna read this long post. or if anyone even does read my posts, (cept kev=) but- yeah... i guess ill be talkin to you all laters.

makes the medicine go down

yeah, he is amazingly cute. right here hes listening to the key of E (yeah zach hes listening to you). and he loves that song... (spoon full of sugar)
and im pretty much posting just for the sake of posting. so thats pretty much it=P

so whats my specialness?

okay so i was watching oprah with my mom (and no, i dont watchg oprah at all, given the exception of today) and it was about these amazing kids. like one kid was performing surgerys at the age of seven! and is now researching a cure for cancer. then there was this girl that was eight and could sing some wonderfully beautiful opera! she was amazing... then this girl from austria that could memorize names from seeing a person once... she can remember them two years later! meeting them once. annnddd there was a little boy who is five and is doing fractions! its insane. so i was thinking... what is my amazing gift? or was i assembled without one? or have i yet to discover it? i have no idea... i wish i knew. so i asked my madre. and she says," well theres no one in the world like you. like- no one has you eyes or your hair... no one is- .... like you!" and then a few minutes later she says," i feel like a retarded worthless idiot." and now we both feel lacking in specialness.... so ya. i feel yeah... im happy for all those kid though! it is amazing the gifts God gave them...

i have been resurrected!

guess what? i live! and yes im back... i dunno where i went. but- im back. well, yeah... wow. i havent posted for so long that i have no idea what to say. ive been busy... school and working... yes, and chores. i just wanted to tell you all that im alive. and- despite a certain someone asking me to post about a certain valentine of mine. i am just gonna say, that i dont think im gonna. i dont think it would be smart of me, or a good idea. so i refrain from the public posting of such things. if you would desprately like to know... you would have my cell number. and if you did you could call me. then i would decide if i wanted to tell you or not. (no, calling wont get you the info automatically.) haha! i love you guys. i really do.