window decorating...

well, i had fun decorating some friends window last night. (this happened around 12:30 p.m.) all we pretty much did was draw a bunch of weird pictures, and tape them all over their bedroom window. our goal was to cover the whole window, but- because we were short on time, and paper... we covered most of the window. but, it was enough that we were satisfied. well, thats all i have time to say. i have some things that need to be done, so i'll have to be going. talk to you all later.

turning silent pages (poem.)

the sadness now is fading,
falling away.
fading like the light of day.
almost as light now,
as the mist of an early moring.
the heaviness is lifting,
lifting each day.
it's easy to look back now.
to look back at the pain and saddness.
to see tha struggles... that have passed away.
and are now going cold in their grave.
never to rise again.
never to be seen, felt, or heard.
as silent as a reading book.
forever the pages turn,
silently.
so the story in written...
and it will continue to write.
write without stopping.
writing about how the saddness was fading.
like dry grass set a-fire,
on a blazing hot day.

confusion and rain....

well, woke up last moring not sure where i was. it was weird. i was almost afraid to move. i woke up at 5 a.m. cause i had forgotten to turn off my cell alarm. it took me a while to tune in, then a while to find it, then a few to look around my room, and a second to look out he window. (i remember that i wasn't happy about it raining though.) lol! i was so confused.
i have a question... does anyone understand tabs? i understand the cord letter thing, but- what do the numbers mean... if it were a d chord, and there was a 7 on the line... would you switch to seventh?
sorry guys. thats about all you can get out of me. there isn't very much to talk about.

well, we hit a little wind...

well, we didn't actually leave at six. more around 9:38ish. ya... oh well. but we arrived at our destination alive. and no traffic. for those of you who prayed, thanx. maybe God will rid this earth from car sickness for ever.
it seems carter is having trouble walking on one of his feet. and just really won't walk on it. so, please pray for that.
i am currently in awe. i don't think i've ever really paid attention to my mom singing. and well, ya. i got to listen to her all the way here. she's pretty funny, i must admit. the really funny thing is she really dosen't know she's all that funny... when she sings. but- she is. i love her.
thats pretty much the only thing exciting that happened on this trip. (it was nice though, i slept most the way.) well bye.

everything random...

well, sorry for not posting for the last few days. my mom has been keeping me pretty busy, among other things.
our little trip down south is tomorrow, bright and early. six o'clock a.m. is when the drive time begins. please for my sake, pray for no traffic. car sickness is a thing i think the world can do without. completely.
i'll tell ya dreams are crazy things. you have no idea how many times i wake up in the middle of a dream, feeling some extreme emotion or other. ya, i woke up this morning with clenched fists and teeth. and the morning before, i was startled so badly, i pretty much fell out of bed. all in the middle of a dream. weird.
i found the coolest scarf yesterday! okay, maybe not the coolest, but it's still pretty cool. and, i found it in our garage, in a box with the rest of our snow stuff. why i haven't seen if before, i don't know. but- it's been officially commandeered.
it's really funny to hear a two year old ask for a band-aid. carter has never really liked them. he starts crying just looking at them. now, he asks for them regularly. says,"pider- mayan ban aid... tease..??!!" (translation: spiderman band-aid... please.) lol!
well, thanx for all the comments. and i will talk to you all later.

...it all slips bye...

in this crazy insane life, i often forget to just stop and look around. to look through all the school books, and all the crazy activities, (and chores...) all the disappointing, angry, and the good times. its kinda sad really. i can't say that i've never stopped. sure there was a time, somewhere. but thats the thing... i don't remember. you get so used to having whats always been there and forget how much the simple things mean. but, its not always going to be there... sure, i know that and you know that... yet somehow, it all slips bye.
God is so great. great, to give us all we have here. to provide for us, no matter the time or the day. somewhere, i can't remember off the top of my head, in the bible it says that, God gave all of nature to us. for us look at and enjoy. and i don't do that as often as i should. so, i've decided to at any random given moment in the day to just stop. look around me, and thank Him for it all.

day to day...

i went to a pcpa play today, called" our town." i have never been to a real play. so it was pretty cool. although i will say, play acting, is weird to get used to. i went with a friend and her mom...
i was so tired today, that i almost didn't go to morning manna. but- i'm glad i did. there wasn't nearly as many people as there has been, but it was fun. and the lesson was good. and, we did worship today, which we haven't done for a while. its funny, the last few days it hasn't been as cold, then the day we decide to do worship... was the coldest. (out of the last few days i mean.)hopefully tomorrow is a little warmer. cause, my lips were quivering so bad that it was hard to sing. lol!
i have an official date when i'm leaving to my dad's, the tenth of this month. so, i'm a little sad. but kinda well, happy. (cause excited isn't the right word to use here.) but- to say the least, i'm going and won't be back until tuesday morning. ahhhhh.... i just thought of something. if i come back tues. then, i most likely won't get to go to youth group. we'll be back in the a.m. but still. my mom may be too tired to drive me that night. and i think she has some sort of meeting that night too. man..!! unless she is relaxed and not stressed in any way. then i'm sure she won't mind taking me. but, i don't want to overwhelm her either. well, we'll see what happens.
i must go now, cause i think i'm burning my cake... nope we're okay. but still, i should go. well, hope you all have a nice night. talk to you all later bye...