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sometimes i just want to go somewhere new and just get away. it would be so nice to be out somewhere else for a while, see awesome things, get some great photos... a break from the stupid drama people create and drag you into. away from disappointment. away from teenage cliques and caddiness. i wouldnt be gone for long... id miss my family too much. still, it would just be nice.

i bought the third eragon book today, brisinger. i am ready to just get lost in its pages. its perfect cover is drawing me. however, history reading calls me unceasingly. i have to get this last american history book done by the third, or no good. i also have some painting and sketching that id love to do. as well as a bunch of random things i want to create.

i had choir today. a friend and i got out of doing a duet today. YES! thank goodness. i was starting to worry. i am going to start opening sunday school with a few worship songs and my guitar soon. i thought that was pretty cool.

i am feeling a little sick. my stomach... uhg. i used to have such horrible pains. they have lessened in amount and intensity since last year. so i am drinking peppermint tea and sitting in bed under my covers.

right now the scene where meg ryan was sick in "you've got mail" came to mind. i love that movie. it is one of my top favorites. it never gets old.

i have been saving the film in my fisheye, for something remarkable and epic. though i spose that remarkable is epic... either way, i have been saving it. i need to go out and find some pictures.

sorry for posting random things with no point or topic. my mind is full and tired. i havent beens sleeping well. i think last night was probably the worst night yet... so please forgive me.

i was able to write a poem yesterday. havent written one for a few months. i was kind of happy about that.

Mr. Butterfly

though i dont know who you are,
or where you are,
you give me butterflies.

First Day of Fall

today is the first official day of fall. i love fall. it is my favorite season. i love all the rich colors of the leaves on the trees; a last finale of beauty before the winter cold exposed their bark to the world. i love all the fall drinks that starbucks brings back that everyone has been eagerly anticipating. going out shopping for warm scented candles that make your home feel comfortable. some candles that even cause you to be hungry. everyone pulls out their warm coats and scarves in attempt to block out the cold. yet the look of rosiness on cheeks and noses is unavoidable. after being outside, and receiving the reward of rosiness, you come into a warm house (or building) to a hot cup or cider or tea (most of you can have hot chocolate, but i cant. so listing that is useless to me. lol).

fall is amazing.

Pastel Mural

jordie and i got together yesterday! we made this mural:-)

love you jordie<3

it is either the wind howling or some noise in the distance, that is very haunting right now. very eerie.

Spiders Bigger than my Blisters

THE FISHEYE CAMERA 2 HAS ARRIVED i am so excited!

well these past few days we have spent cleaning and rearranging the house. we are finally getting the furniture situated from the changing of rooms. it is looking really good! we are all happy with it. the nursery is so adorable... im going to have to post pictures. however, my mom got a new house hold toy... a steam cleaner. SO the carpet is being steam cleaned one section at a time. making those areas of the house almost unaccessible except under very very necessary use.

i have been working in the backyard as well today and have the blisters to prove it. we have these huge horrible spiders in our backyard during the summer. it seems as though they have become more and more numerous every summer. a job given to me today was the killing of said spiders. i am very scared of spiders. i- after having to kill them last time i had nightmares for a few weeks involving spiders. you know those ones where you wake up waving your arms, jump out of bed, and pull your covers down... my mom finally came outside and told me to quit screaming every time i killed one. psh. that was hard. i cant hide that a few still did escape after she told me not to.

carters birthday is in a few days, though we are having his birthday party tomorrow. (hence, another reason for the cleaning and preparing).

i finally got the duplicate for my permit from the new drive instructor lady. man... i think i will miss bill... however, i am almost there. it has taken way longer than expected but- i cant complain:-)

blah.

i am feeling really sick right now and cant sleep.

there really isnt much for me to say.

i did go play volleyball today with some friends.

it was fun, even though i suck at volleyball.

man i feel sick.

i think i might throw up.

Fisheye2

hey hey

okay i am seriously stoked right now...

i bought a fisheye 2 camera this morning!

oh man i cant wait to take it out and find

awesome pictures:-)

Stencils

So i am making my own stencils now... it is pretty awesome. i mostly use pictures that i have taken. however, there are still a few i just found online.

i used our blowpins to go over the first one i made yesterday. it was pretty epic! i am seriously excited about it. there are so many cool things that i can do with these stencils.

Carter's Quote of the Day

" You will laugh to your head!"